justrun-.

give it time ; learn to fly

when you feel the dream is over
feel the world is on your shoulders
and you've lost the strength to carry on

i am officially sick. as of yesterday that is. sore throat and 37.7deg fever. so i stayed home. slept quite a lot. drank a lot of water (i mean a LOT) like joopoks said, it was a good break from school. although i was immensely groggy and my throat was hurting like mad. felt so giddy and all. but i think the rest did me good so i'm not complaining.

in your head so many questions
the truth is your possesion
the answer lies within your h e a r t
you will see the doors are open
if you only dare to hope
and you will find your way to
fight the fears that kept you down

actually feeling pretty unfit now. haven't trained for two days now- yesterday and today. and i can't go run cos of my injured muscles. swimming's out cos public pools are virtually breeding ground for bacteria, which will affect my already affected body. sigh so i will have to rely on sat and sunday's races to burn off some considerable amount of fats. hopefully i'll be able to run by tmr. hopefully...

if you need to find a way back
feel you're on the wrong track
give it time
learn to f l y

today was horrid. was feeling so giddy. talking was a pain in the throat. then kept on feeling like puking on and off. agh. and my throat still hurts. thanks to sarah p and joo and mavis for being so nice to me even though i looked as dead as a doornail. thankfully i managed to memorize mo xie in time. but then i missed out some words. gah, but hey, nobody's perfect. and i'm not a nobody. harhar.

tomorrow is a new day
you will find you're own way
you'll be stronger with each day that you cry
then you'll learn to f l y

i miss deedee. i think certain class comm members aren't doing their jobs. not mentioning any names. but yah la, so irresponsible. i mean okay secretary's not here, class chair's not here, so why not take initiative to take attendance? why is it that liju and i ended up ticking off names in the morning, then sarahp took attendance for assembly. okay so maybe ur lazy, but why not assign someone? is that your idea of leadership?! cannot stand it... poor board that's going to be under her next yr. i mean how can i respect her when she's super irresponsible, plus she comes to class every single morning- smsing. everyone knows that it's against the rules. i may have a sore throat but i'm not just going to sit here and watch it all happen and keep quiet. you're supposed to be a role model for others to follow you know. sigh. i feel sorry, feel sorry for her. leadership is an action, not a bloody position. it's not about shifting blame here and there and saying that it's none of my business. that's what i'd call being an idiot. so anyway, deedee if you're reading this- i miss you! in a sense, there's no order when you're not around :( the socialites wouldn't give a damn if i had to say something and they continue to dao me. only communicating when they need something from me. shallow... people in this world are just so shallow. heh okay sorry for bitching here..

so much homework, so many tests and pts coming up. stress. a lot of stress. highpoint of my week was getting to see shumin and yingsze and elly!!! i miss fwah. i miss rgspb04. i think i don't treasure the present enough. so blinded by my expectations of myself to appreciate what i had.

today aj was my savior. so if you're reading this arj, thankyou :) for what you said to me this morning. i can virtually quote anything and everything you say. haha.

in the end it's up to you
the future's in your hands

rahh leaving for port dickson tmr. somehow i'm not really excited, feeling so sick.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [14:32]

and took [20050715] strides

it's the passion that drives you